Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Wahh.... It has been 2 months since I last blogged!!! Such a long period.. heez..
I was really busy with a lot of stuffs.. FYP.. CG.. tests.. shepherding.. ministry.. hah! Indeed, 2006 was a year of testing and challenge. It tested my perseverance and faith in Christ. It was a transforming year for me and I know that is gonna be another one this year. In fact, with God everyday is a transformed day. He is here moulding me day by day.
As I was reflecting my walk with God, many things has change.. my attitude, my character, my heart, my conviction and more.. of cuz all these are become better. But 1 thing never change is His love!!! No matter what I've done, He will still love me as who I am. Nothing compares to His presence. 1 of my new year resolution is to constantly enjoy His presence in my days..
The rainbow drives 2:00 PM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Daddy, why all these misunderstandings happen at this crutial time? I'd cause people around me to trouble. I really feel bad and even felt condemn... when I cause someone that I treasure a lot to lost trust in men! Sometimes, I hope I would not exist in this place. All because of me, but I does't meant it at all.. perhaps no one can understand how I feel now except You! I know that's no use to say all these thing now. I'm here to apologise for wat I have done wrong. Sorry! That's all I can say. Please hear my cry. You know my heart, my motives!
You shall be the ultimate Judge!
No matter what has happen, I lift up to You. Let You take control of it! Help me to be focus.. focus on Your glory and Your mighty works instead!
At this moment, I just want to dwell in Your presence and do Your works. Renew me!!! Amen.
Deny and Defy all Odds with Your POwer
The rainbow drives 11:23 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
SP4
As I was pondering past few days, something really strike my heart which is about my Care Group [SP4]. I'd not been do much for them - Florence, Elisha, Vincent, Tze Lip, Chai Hung, Edwin, Han Hong. I was asking myself do I love them? the answer is YES! if u ask me why...... I dunno how to answer. I just simply love them because these are the people that God entrusted me to take care. Indeed, is not easy to love others. But I'm learning and growing in this area. I wanna give all I have to them. Everything that I have I'll give.
Dear people, I know I'm not a very good leader but I'm willing to grow and learn. Let me love you and help you to grow in Christ. If u have any happy thing to share or burden to share do come to me. I'll be there for you!!!
Yeah! SP4 will grow strong and united as one body of Christ. We'll see 20 people from different school come together to experience the LOVE of God by end of DEcember. We'll grow not only in quantity but also with quality. Let's claim this vision together!
Deny and Defy All Odds
The rainbow drives 1:29 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Abba!! I wanna cry out to You! I cant hold it anymore, really need to realease it out.. all out for You. I'd cover it too long until I can bear no more. It's tough, really tough but I willing to let it go NOW! No more delay. I wanna keep my word and be frank to everything.
Start from TODAY.. yes TODAY!! I wanna lead a truthful and honouring life to You. Other might not understand my stand or wat I'm thinking but I know You do! Holy Spirit is stiring so strong in me now. It's burning so bright, so deep in me.
Thanks! Indeed You show me a greater view when I see nothing. Strengthen my faith when I'm weak and empower my vision when I'm tired! I know as I willing to do more, it will be harder and tough but YOU are in CONTROL!
The rainbow drives 1:31 PM
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Abba, I'll remember Your promises. Waiting You to make it happen! I knoe You will keep Your promise. You are just waiting the right timing to release it. I'm assured by You. I want to hold firmly to You. Seek You earnestly and work hand in hand with You. I'll claim this promise for sure!!!"I'm calling a meeting, Jacob.
I want everyone back all the survivors of Israel.
I'll get them together in one place like sheep in a fold, like cattle in a corral
a milling throng of homebound people!
Then I, God, will burst all confinements and lead them out into the open.
They'll follow their King.
I will be out in front leading them."
Micah 2:12-13 (The Message)
The rainbow drives 3:58 AM
Monday, October 23, 2006
"Be strong and courageous.
Do not be terrified;
do not be discouraged,
for the Lord you God will be with you wherever you go."
Joshua 1:9
The rainbow drives 4:49 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Today is the first Larina transfer to Adult group, NG12D. Let it begin with a new start, new heart, new attitude, new faith and new growth!!! I want specially dedicate this blog for her, my dear sheepy.
I had been working closely with her since September last year. Wow, it has been 1 year plus! She is really a faithful servant that trying her best to serve others. She also supported me very well. Always be the listening ear to me, though she doesn't really understand sometimes.. haha! Initially when we started to be shepherd and sheep, our relationship was not good. Because we dont really know each other much and actually our character also quite different. I'm sanguine and she is mel. Indeed, God really help us in this relationship and also help us to grow together. Amen! I'm quite sad as she has move to another group, but I'm happy for her. I know this changes gonna lead her to greater high in the Kingdom of God.
Larina, I wanna thank God for you for things that you hav done in SP5. I will always keep you in my prayer! My lovely sheep, I'd witness your changes from a shy person to a more open person and you have grown to be more positive as well. Remember what I told you yesterday and today, apply it in this new journey in the Kingdom.
Be a strong and wise woman for your groom, Jesus Christ!
I love You
The rainbow drives 8:32 PM
Today is the first Larina transfer to Adult group, NG12D. Let it begin with a new start, new heart, new attitude, new faith and new growth!!! I want specially dedicate this blog for her, my dear sheepy.