Promises

2007-01-24T14:00:00.000+08:00

Wahh.... It has been 2 months since I last blogged!!! Such a long period.. heez..
I was really busy with a lot of stuffs.. FYP.. CG.. tests.. shepherding.. ministry.. hah! Indeed, 2006 was a year of testing and challenge. It tested my perseverance and faith in Christ. It was a transforming year for me and I know that is gonna be another one this year. In fact, with God everyday is a transformed day. He is here moulding me day by day.
As I was reflecting my walk with God, many things has change.. my attitude, my character, my heart, my conviction and more.. of cuz all these are become better. But 1 thing never change is His love!!! No matter what I've done, He will still love me as who I am. Nothing compares to His presence. 1 of my new year resolution is to constantly enjoy His presence in my days..

Simply come to u

2006-11-21T11:23:00.000+08:00

Daddy, why all these misunderstandings happen at this crutial time? I'd cause people around me to trouble. I really feel bad and even felt condemn... when I cause someone that I treasure a lot to lost trust in men! Sometimes, I hope I would not exist in this place. All because of me, but I does't meant it at all.. perhaps no one can understand how I feel now except You! I know that's no use to say all these thing now. I'm here to apologise for wat I have done wrong. Sorry! That's all I can say. Please hear my cry. You know my heart, my motives!

You shall be the ultimate Judge!

No matter what has happen, I lift up to You. Let You take control of it! Help me to be focus.. focus on Your glory and Your mighty works instead!

At this moment, I just want to dwell in Your presence and do Your works. Renew me!!! Amen.

Deny and Defy all Odds with Your POwer

SP4

2006-11-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

SP4

As I was pondering past few days, something really strike my heart which is about my Care Group [SP4]. I'd not been do much for them - Florence, Elisha, Vincent, Tze Lip, Chai Hung, Edwin, Han Hong. I was asking myself do I love them? the answer is YES! if u ask me why...... I dunno how to answer. I just simply love them because these are the people that God entrusted me to take care. Indeed, is not easy to love others. But I'm learning and growing in this area. I wanna give all I have to them. Everything that I have I'll give.

Dear people, I know I'm not a very good leader but I'm willing to grow and learn. Let me love you and help you to grow in Christ. If u have any happy thing to share or burden to share do come to me. I'll be there for you!!!
Yeah! SP4 will grow strong and united as one body of Christ. We'll see 20 people from different school come together to experience the LOVE of God by end of DEcember. We'll grow not only in quantity but also with quality. Let's claim this vision together!

Deny and Defy All Odds

Pour out

2006-11-07T13:31:00.000+08:00

Abba!! I wanna cry out to You! I cant hold it anymore, really need to realease it out.. all out for You. I'd cover it too long until I can bear no more. It's tough, really tough but I willing to let it go NOW! No more delay. I wanna keep my word and be frank to everything.

Start from TODAY.. yes TODAY!! I wanna lead a truthful and honouring life to You. Other might not understand my stand or wat I'm thinking but I know You do! Holy Spirit is stiring so strong in me now. It's burning so bright, so deep in me.

Thanks! Indeed You show me a greater view when I see nothing. Strengthen my faith when I'm weak and empower my vision when I'm tired! I know as I willing to do more, it will be harder and tough but YOU are in CONTROL!

Deliverance

2006-10-31T03:58:00.000+08:00

Abba, I'll remember Your promises. Waiting You to make it happen! I knoe You will keep Your promise. You are just waiting the right timing to release it. I'm assured by You. I want to hold firmly to You. Seek You earnestly and work hand in hand with You. I'll claim this promise for sure!!!

"I'm calling a meeting, Jacob.

I want everyone back all the survivors of Israel.

I'll get them together in one place like sheep in a fold, like cattle in a corral

a milling throng of homebound people!

Then I, God, will burst all confinements and lead them out into the open.

They'll follow their King.

I will be out in front leading them."

Micah 2:12-13 (The Message)

Joshua

2006-10-23T04:49:00.000+08:00

"Be strong and courageous.

Do not be terrified;

do not be discouraged,

for the Lord you God will be with you wherever you go."

Joshua 1:9

2006-10-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

Today is the first Larina transfer to Adult group, NG12D. Let it begin with a new start, new heart, new attitude, new faith and new growth!!! I want specially dedicate this blog for her, my dear sheepy.

I had been working closely with her since September last year. Wow, it has been 1 year plus! She is really a faithful servant that trying her best to serve others. She also supported me very well. Always be the listening ear to me, though she doesn't really understand sometimes.. haha! Initially when we started to be shepherd and sheep, our relationship was not good. Because we dont really know each other much and actually our character also quite different. I'm sanguine and she is mel. Indeed, God really help us in this relationship and also help us to grow together. Amen! I'm quite sad as she has move to another group, but I'm happy for her. I know this changes gonna lead her to greater high in the Kingdom of God.

Larina, I wanna thank God for you for things that you hav done in SP5. I will always keep you in my prayer! My lovely sheep, I'd witness your changes from a shy person to a more open person and you have grown to be more positive as well. Remember what I told you yesterday and today, apply it in this new journey in the Kingdom.

Be a strong and wise woman for your groom, Jesus Christ!

I love You

Awake

2006-10-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

A wonderful morning!!! I'm filled with love and joy.
Today I woke up quite early ard 6 plus. Planned to go visit my friend's church with Elisha at 9am, but then last minute Elisha cannot make it.. he need to go fetch his relative. End up we never go. Haha!!
Then I went to watched TV . The show was nice! Let me share 1 part of a story. There's a man was climbing up a mountain. He was really desire to climb to the top and keep moving up despite of anything. As the day become darker, he still continue climb. He don't want to stop or rest... continue climbing even there was so dark untill he cant see anything. Suddenly, he fall from the place he was climbing. He tried to grab something but he could'nt! At that moment he was reminded that there is a rope beside him which is connected to the mountain. He quickly grabed it and hold tight to it. Then, he was hang half way.. he shout for help but no one answer him. The weather was cold and it was dark. At the point of time, he felt so helpless, and the only thing he can do is to pray! He started to pray ernestly that God will help him. He don't want to die. Then God answered him. God said: Let go of the rope! But he was afraid to let go. He did't obey what God want him to do. In the end, he was frozen and died. Actually... u know what, he was only 2 to 3 meter away from the ground. If he were to let go of the rope, he'll be save!

It's just like our walk with Christ. We always asked God to help us and provide us a way out. But yet, many times we do not willing to listen and obey what He wants us to do. Because we tend to look at what is near and hold on to things that we can grab hold with. What we see is so little compare to Him, for He is the creator. He knows everything even before we born!

Trust in the Lord and obey Him!!

Uncertainty

2006-10-15T03:52:00.000+08:00

It has been a long period since I last post! I'm now in Jorris's house, wanting to plan evangelism stuff together. But I think we are not in the mood to do so. Haha.. we shall rest for a while first before we start planning, prepare our heart and mind first!

I had a challenging week! There was a lots of things in mind to do, yet I cant do. Things just doesn't flow in the way I expect. Like on Tuesday, suppose to meet Jorris earlier in school to do planning then end up no money to travel.. Have to seek help from Gideon. In the end, I waited at Aljunied mrt station for 2.30 hours! At the point of time, I was so lost.. helpless! Then on Wed, my handphone kena suspended. Never pay phone bill. Haha! No money, no phone.... got nothing except Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Heez!!!
God want me to be patient in waiting for His help! Patient!!!

Better a patient man than a warrior,

a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city.

Proverbs 16:32.

Trust

2006-10-07T14:36:00.000+08:00

Daddy! I place my trust onto Your hand.

You are the one above all things!

Trust, trust in the Lord

Lean not on your own understanding

In all, all of your ways

Acknowledge him

He'll make your path straight

Love You!

blog

2006-09-18T12:44:00.000+08:00

It has been a long long time since I last blogged!!! Was soooo lazy to do so.. haha!

Aiyo... Jorris was keep on nagging why I never update blog!! Heez.. oklah now I'll update. Now I'm in school suppose to meet my group mate to do the structure but then all of them are late. Haiz.. even the lecturer also dunno go where!!?? :-(

Whee.. I'm flying to Tai Pei this Wed!!! Must enjoy myself and hav a good rest there! yeah.. gonna go shopping! seems like lots of thing to buy.. shoes for myself

shirt for Edmund, Yi Heng n Gar Meng

denim jacket n cosmetic for Jorris

Tidbits for Joella

accessories for classmates

more n more...... haha!!

if u want anything from Tai Pei, do tag me n let me know!!

Oh ya!! most important is that we must get first prise in the competition! Do pray for me okay?! Thanks!!!

Btw, I'll only be back on next Mon. I'm gonna miss the first day of the leadership camp!! Hey.. Jorris must share with me ur notes for the workshop!! wahaha.. Lead well gal! Though I wont be around to work together with you but my spirit is with you! Will keep u n the unit in prayer :]

Prayer

2006-08-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

Prayerful Life

Past 1 week God has been remind me of this thing. Pray!!! Yesterday,while I was singing on stage...I was very nervous n not well prepared. I cant sing well, i was panic because I cant hear my own voice on stage. In fact, I dont know wat I was actually singing. During that time God spoke to me 'Pray'.. come to me n I'll show u the way. I'll be there for u. I was encourage by that, so I just do my best. Commit myself to Him! It was cool man.

Often I felt lazy to pray, always delay... I must be diligent in this. I really wanna lead a life that is close to God. for the only way to reach God is through prayer. All I hav to do is to pray and seek him.

Ask the Lord for rain in the springtime;

it is the Lord who makes the storm clouds.

He gives showers of rain to men,

and plants of the field to everyone.

Zechariah 10:1

Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.

You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile."

Jeremiah 29:12-14

Holiday

2006-08-23T14:28:00.000+08:00

Wheeez.. is Holiday time!!! A time to renew n do more for God... Actually, I dont really like holiday cuz I have to go back to KL, I have to leave my people and ministry. It seems contradict as I suppose to have more time to serve in the ministry but now it become lesser time!! To me holiday is a very crutial time, I need to plan n balance well my time. It's soooooo chalenging! Besides these, I'm goin mission trip n goin TaiPei for competition. Wah.. so many thing to do in 1 month time!!!

But never mind I can do well!

A time for God to show miracles... It's time to plan my holiday= )

Hoping to see a more mature Adina by school reopen.

Your sheep

2006-08-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Why of all animal God choose sheep to represent us?

ermm.. sheep is beautiful?? white?? gentle??

haha!! it is because sheep is pure, sheep is easily be lead astray. Therefore we hav our dear Shepherd to guide us. Often as sheep we tend to be lead astray by the 'evil' one, Satan. he distract us from following You. As stupid sheep we will follow him.....

But You never fail to bring us back to ur side, protect us n love us. Heez = ]

I'm once again be called by You. I'm back, dad!! I long for ur love n protection.

Sheep Need a shepherd

We need a shepherd. All we, like sheep have gone astray. We need the guidance of the "Good Shepherd".

They must be shorn

We must cast off every work of darkness and put on righteousness.

Do not Give up

We must be encouraged to not grow weary in welldoing. It is natural for us to quit. Nature is what we are put here to overcome.

Know what's Underneath

If you are going to deal with someone's problems, you cannot just start cutting. You will probably do more harm than good. Find out what is underneath.

Amaze

2006-08-15T01:07:00.000+08:00

" Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you. "

~Hebrews 13:5~

Daddy... life is really tough, so many ups n downs... all problems tend to come together. It's really challenging, today was a 'bad' day... I have to face a lot of things and its so sudden! or I would is all along there, juz that I left it a side... n now is the time to face it n overcome it. Like wat u said, there is a time for every thing. Perhaps now is the time! At first, I was not ready and was unhappy with all the problem... lost control of my emotion~! It makes me keep on dwelling in the problem n do nothing on it but complaining...

I know I'm wrong, I hav to face it and overcome it... though is tough n seems impossible to my ability... but I hav u, an extra-ordinary father that is with me as wat u promise! U never fail to be there for me whenever I need u..... u were always there even when times I do not need u. U r faithful to me.... I'm touched... tear flowed down... I wanna be faithful to u too, love u and hav faith in u! Surrender totally to u... Let u be control, guide me n lead me to the promise land that u planned for me.

*Clinge on to Your promise*

Urgency

2006-08-13T17:22:00.000+08:00

Grow... grow... grow!!!

I don't want to remain limited and small.... nothing can stop my desire to grow! Amen. Be determine to do more with faith and action... walk my talk! Suddenly got a lot of things in my mind... wahaha.... I like this feeling, the urgency to move in every area.

Gonna start planning!

I left not much time in poly le.. graduating on Feb next year.... so sooooon....

Life to the fullest

2006-08-11T04:11:00.000+08:00

LIFE TO THE FULLEST

A life that is planned by my dearest Father.

He placed so many things in my life:

Family

Brothers and sisters

Friends

Studies

Fun

Joy

Obstacles

Challenges

Ministry

Music

Sports

Promises

All these come with Love!!

Indeed, I'm grateful... These things help me to be more like Him... to be a better person... Molding by His holy hand through His way! Often I'm encourage by His promise, yet discourage by obstacles... mood swing! I wanna learn to fully surrender all my emotions... let Him control and be in the centre. It's never easy, but is possible as we willing.

Despite of challenges or obstacles, always have a thankful heart... be positive things will work in His plan... Amen!!!

Here to encourage (for all SPians):

Esther

U r a good leader and shepherd... I'd learned a lot of things from u, the way u depend on God and control ur emotions... continue this faith in Him. Don't be tired in doing what is good!

Lennon

Admire ur leadership... u r a leader that is dare to take risks... Thanks for giving me so many chance to learn and lead! God will deliver u as u dream big of Him.

Larina

A faithful servant.. always willing to sacrifice for others. U can do more when u allow Him to use u.. Seek Him for strength and wisdom in everything u do.. He'll never leave u and forsake u!

Florence

Encourage by ur child like faith..U've grown to be more mature! U hav been a great support to me! Move out from ur comfort zone, God will use u in a greater way. Glorify Him with ur study!

Yi Heng

Great!! u r growing in faith, u r dear to God. Continue to hav the eagerness to know more.. and do apply what u learn in ur daily life. Ask more from God, He will bless u abundantly.

Shu Xing

Wanna encourage u to learn and know more about Jesus. Experience Him personally, He is real in ur life... He really loves u!

Gar Meng

Glad to hav u as my brother... though do not know u much. Hope to see u grow in Christ. Do well in ur study and band for God. He deserve all thing from u.

Chai Hung

Knowing God is about having a personal relationship with Him, Do allow Him to come into ur heart and lead ur life! Man is inperfect, no one can ever satisfied u.. except God.

Alvin

Can see ur desire to serve God... He will use u greatly! Be patient to wait for His plan, He will bless u accordingly. Do not be discourage.. trust in Him in every circumstances.

Gideon

Is so great to see ur passion to serve in the man's ministry... clinge on to the vision and work with God. Continue to be excited for God in doin everythings. U will grow.

Edmund

U r growing, can see ur eagerness to serve God in many areas. Learn to be focus and walk ur talks. God can do great things through u. Look at the big picture and follow after His heart.

Zhan Hong

I enjoyed ur presence with ur lameness.. wahaha! U r important and belong to this family... want to see u grow stronger and be more mature. U play a part in this family!!! God loves u.

Jason

It has been quite sometime never chat with u le... miss those days that we used to spent together to fellowship!! We will always be there for u. God be with u!

Kok How

I'm glad to see u grow in ur compassion towards people and ur faith in Christ. God is please with u. Be a salt and light in ur patoon.. Shine for the Lord!!

Genesis

Can really see how God transform ur life!! Its so amazing... ur love to ur people. I believe u will be a great leader for Him. Thanks for ur encouragement.. continue to persevere on. We gonna see the harvest!

Jasmine

U r caring... let this love in u to be shown to the people around u. Be a faithful armor bearer to ur shepherd and cl... they need ur support. God is on ur side!!!

Evan

A humble sister of mine... God will use u in a great way. Do not afraid for u r not using ur own strength to do things but God's power is upon u! Continue to trust and grow...

Kester

God loves u as who u r... Wanna encourage u to exsperience Him more in ur daily life, He is always with u. Jia you in ur study

Joella

I believe God show u a breakthrough recently. Thank God for u.. U hav grown in ur faith!! Let nothing stop ur growth, but be consistent... hope to see our vision come to a pass. Yea

Fish

Jia you sister, continue to grow more!! Do more for God... Share this love from God to the people around u. Be a living testimony.

Elisha

U hav grown to be more humble and loving... good!! Continue to grow inwardly, God will use u greatly to impact other's life! Be patient towards His timing and plan..

Kelvin

Thank God for ur love and patient to others!!! God has a wonderful plan for u... Be more diligent in carrying out His work. Go all out for God.

John

U hav gift of knowledge, use it wisely!! Be an influencial in the society with ur gift... Always hav a grateful heart to God. Grow in faith.

Wei Yi

As u move on to NS group, do well there with the brothers! U will grow.. nothing can stop u from growing in Christ.. God bless u!

Brian

Hey hey.. waiting for ur return to serve with us in this ministry for God. U can really do well... let not be attract by the world cuz is just temporal.. It will not last.

You all are always in my prayer. Amen

Love

2006-08-09T02:56:00.000+08:00

*******LOVE*******

I am wondering wat is love?? uncondition? sacrifice?.... Love is powerful! Love cannot be force, it is something that you cant deny. Indeed, is hard to love other people as yourself... but once you loved, you will be willing to sacrifice for that person unconditionally... Yet, Jesus demostrated that kind of love to us (sinners). He sacrifice himself for everyone unconditionally. I'm experiencing this kind love now. I really love you as who you are! I am willing to sacrifice everthing I have in order to see you back to God's side. No matter wat you do, I will still love you... I will do wat ever thing to help you in this journey in Christ... because I know that Jesus longs for your love and want you to come back to His side, place your trust in Him. I want to commit myself fully to the ministry and my people... for there is nothing compare to my people (Larina, Florence, Gar Meng, Yi Heng, Shu Xing, and Chai Hung. I love you all, SP5.

Festival of Praise

2006-08-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

Festival of Praise
Had a wonderful time with God. He has been encouraging me with this ' U r more than a conquerer ' !! Yes Lord. He reminded me that I'm the chosen one, do not let things happen around me that affect my heart towards Him. He choose me not because of what I done, but who I am.... is so amazing!! I love to be in His presence! I wanna experience Him more every moment so that I can be more like Him..

Breakthrough

2006-08-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. Breakthrough

I really enjoyed singing on stage today! I had a great time worshiping the Lord. Yea.. I'll run the race!!! Though did quite a number of mistake here and there, but God sees my heart and please with me!! Hah.. so glad. Now I can really experience that kind of closeness between me and God when I worship Him on stage! Keep main thing the main thing! Amen

Challenge

2006-08-04T00:24:00.000+08:00

Challenge

Has been asking God for breakthrough in singing this week! Breakthrough spiritually and technicaly.. Want to be a minister for God. Minister all the people during service. I wanna sing with all my heart!!! This week's songs are really challenging... 'Greater Song'. I'm gonna harmonise for this song. Need more practise! Jia you.. I wanna learn harmonise, is nice. Must use my voice to please God, for He given this gift to me. Do not take it for granted.. Amen!

I'm soooooo tired!! Need rest.. 2 more reports to be done by Mon. Term tests and Exams coming soon... is next week!!! Oh my goodness.. haven revise. Gonna get started le... must be diligent! Do my best, Let God do the rest! wahaha

Mixture feeling

2006-08-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

It has been few days never blog le. Jorris keep on nagging at me... 'faster update'! Haiz.. like auntie!!!

Ups and Downs!!!

Past 2 days many things happen around me. My friends started to complain me about my studies! They said I had lost the passion of study and hav neglet my study! I admit that now a days study is no longer as important as I tot previously. Study was one of the area that I commit the most, I used to think that it's the most important thing in my life.. but now is no longer as important because I know the reason why I be in this world. is not jux to study n work.... I'm here to experience His love! I'm glad. Though was discourage by their's comment but I lifted all these to Him. He is in control.. through all these I'm gonna be stronger. I'm more than a conquerer. I'm gonna do my best this time round! Gonna give all out... not to show my friends but to give my best to Him. He deserve my best!
I wanna be the salt and light that leads man to Christ... no one can live without Him. Send me!!! I'm here, ready to go with the full armor from You!

Fruitful day

2006-07-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

A fruitful day! This afternoon went shopping with my sheeps. We had a wonderful time of fellowship and we get some cheap stuff from Centre Point. Haha!! I really loves my sheep.. they are soooo cute!
Hey gals.. u 2 are growing! A great support to me.. It encourage me!
Florence.. be strong and courages, trust in the Lord all the time! Do not doubt. I can see ur desire and eagerness to grow. Is not hard when u learn to depend on God! Obedience must come with a right attitude.. God will deliver u! Jia you..
Larina.. trust the Lord with all ur heart, do not lean on ur own understanding. Be the person that God wants u to be! He will guide and lead u. Nothing is impossible when God is in control. Must hav a willing heart!

Let's grow together!

Welcome!!!

2006-07-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

Yoz.. my NEW blog! Finally.. I got my blog le. Thank you Jorris!!
Here to share my life and to encourage u all!!! I'm soooooooooo excited to share!! wahaha..

I am talking to Larina (my lovely sheep) now. So great and fun! She was saying that recently we all (Lennon, Jorris n I) very siao.. dunno y?? She keep on laughing.. none stop! MAD =]
Really enjoy talking with her, share alot. Thank God for blessing us this time of sharing. We learn from one another. Heez

THE STARTING

2006-07-28T18:28:00.000+08:00

Now is 6.24PM of a beautiful FRIDAY together with Genesis Jorris here creating my NEW blog.

thanks alot to my dear sister who is willing to sacrifice her sleep for one entire day to come and join me in this crappy time of fellowship.

genesis says:
Randall tries to play the guitar "heart of worship" but apparently she needs some iron to sharpen her iron. so here i am the IRON. lol.

alright. DONE. the blogskins and stuffs.

THIS IS SOLELY DONE BY GENESISJO. NONE OF RANDOOOOO BIZNESS.